Life is uncertain. Eat dessert first. --Ernestine Ulmer
1.12.2011
Moving the fuck on...?
I think I'm doing considerably well...but sometimes...on shitty days like today...I miss my friend. So bad that it hurts. And I cry. And I hate myself.
O.o How embarrassing! I intended to post this to my other blog! Wow...guess I shouldn't try mobile blogging at 3 AM when I can't sleep and my brain has shaken baby syndrome from me coughing so much...
I'm really okay. I just had the worst day and I just wanted to put my head on his shoulder with his arms around me and cry...or at least hear his voice...neither of which can happen.
I'll try to be more diligent about posting to the correct blog when I'm mopey. ;)
I admire you not deleting it! We've all been there anyways. I used to post these mopey posts about "missing my friend" (I think I used those exact words too) and the next morning, I'd go back and re-read it, promptly punch myself in the teeth and delete it.
Honestly, had Stacia not commented, I probably would have...however, after the fact, I felt like it would make me a coward. I felt that way. We all have moments of weakness. No need to deny it, I guess. :)
O.o How embarrassing! I intended to post this to my other blog! Wow...guess I shouldn't try mobile blogging at 3 AM when I can't sleep and my brain has shaken baby syndrome from me coughing so much...
ReplyDeleteI'm really okay. I just had the worst day and I just wanted to put my head on his shoulder with his arms around me and cry...or at least hear his voice...neither of which can happen.
I'll try to be more diligent about posting to the correct blog when I'm mopey. ;)
I'm fine. (but thank you.)
I admire you not deleting it! We've all been there anyways. I used to post these mopey posts about "missing my friend" (I think I used those exact words too) and the next morning, I'd go back and re-read it, promptly punch myself in the teeth and delete it.
ReplyDeleteObviously, I have no journalistic integrity. ;)
Lorraine
Honestly, had Stacia not commented, I probably would have...however, after the fact, I felt like it would make me a coward. I felt that way. We all have moments of weakness. No need to deny it, I guess. :)
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